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Mar. 4th, 2011 06:45 pmRough week, oy. Somehow, because awfulness came in pairs this week, I got two migraines (punctuated by super-maniacal highs, because being a weathervane is the stupidest superpower ever), had two arguments that made me feel like a horrible person for having them, and had both my medical appointments canceled due to not-my-fuckups.
Some days, the little human tragedies are worse than the epic ones.
I hurt through and through.
I'd make myself junkfood for supper, but it won't help. I'll probably do it anyway.
I wish my shows weren't so dark, or I'd zone out. I'm trying to read stories, but it's still hard to focus, especially after a week of making myself get work done.
I must be doing it wrong.
ETA: well, fuck. That's a maudlin post, isn't it? On the upside, I lectured well, made up a sock pattern and committed to a reasonable, affordable moving company. Emo, I banish thee; and if you don't leave within the hour, I'll loose the dogs.
Some days, the little human tragedies are worse than the epic ones.
I hurt through and through.
I'd make myself junkfood for supper, but it won't help. I'll probably do it anyway.
I wish my shows weren't so dark, or I'd zone out. I'm trying to read stories, but it's still hard to focus, especially after a week of making myself get work done.
I must be doing it wrong.
ETA: well, fuck. That's a maudlin post, isn't it? On the upside, I lectured well, made up a sock pattern and committed to a reasonable, affordable moving company. Emo, I banish thee; and if you don't leave within the hour, I'll loose the dogs.
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Date: 2011-03-05 03:42 pm (UTC)All I really wanted anyway.