You have to laugh at yourself, don't you? It was best thing to happen, though it tortured me at the time. Took a year and half off from dating to explore my inner fear of commitment and now I'm totally smitten with someone new. Who has the potential to be my best friend.
Totally. Smitten. Doooooomed!!!!!
And the enforced break from LJ has let me come back to my fics with a fair amount of perspective, it's wacky. Keep looking at them with this wierd sort of mirror recognition. Seems familiar when I read it, though... gracious. Isn't memory the first thing to go? I can't remember. Sam and Daniel go to beta today, though. We'll see if they end up where I think they want to end up. *blushes*
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Date: 2005-09-21 06:07 pm (UTC)Totally. Smitten. Doooooomed!!!!!
And the enforced break from LJ has let me come back to my fics with a fair amount of perspective, it's wacky. Keep looking at them with this wierd sort of mirror recognition. Seems familiar when I read it, though... gracious. Isn't memory the first thing to go? I can't remember. Sam and Daniel go to beta today, though. We'll see if they end up where I think they want to end up. *blushes*