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I know, I know.
Listen, you don't have to tell me! I realize that when I said I was breaking up with California there were good and valid reasons we were over! But. See.*
This boy followed me out of there. And couldn't find work.
So.
I'm.
Going back to California.
Next summer.
I have no excuse for my actions! Except-- the job is just as good, if not better, and E has a job there waiting for him. And we can live together full time, without this silly flying back and forth!
California has some seriously annoying characteristics, but right now? I can't remember what they are.
*I missed the ocean. I've become a surfer and paddler and when I can't find a boat I swim, and when I can't swim I walk on the beach, and it turns out when you have that kind of connection to the water, it is very very hard to move away from it.
This boy followed me out of there. And couldn't find work.
So.
I'm.
Going back to California.
Next summer.
I have no excuse for my actions! Except-- the job is just as good, if not better, and E has a job there waiting for him. And we can live together full time, without this silly flying back and forth!
California has some seriously annoying characteristics, but right now? I can't remember what they are.
*I missed the ocean. I've become a surfer and paddler and when I can't find a boat I swim, and when I can't swim I walk on the beach, and it turns out when you have that kind of connection to the water, it is very very hard to move away from it.
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